Friday, April 10, 2009

Please don't tell me!

Please don't tell me you know how I feel, unless you have lost your child too. Please don't tell me my broken heart will heal, because that is just not true. Please don't tell me my son is in a better place, though it is true, I want him here with me. Don't tell me someday I'll hear his voice, see his face, beyond today I cannot see. Don't tell me it is time to move on, because I cannot. Don't tell me to face the fact he is gone, because denial is something I can't stop. Don't tell me to be thankful for the time I had, because I wanted more. Don't tell me when I am my old self you will be glad, I'll never be as I was before. What you can tell me is you will be here for me. That you will listen when I talk of my child. You can share with me my precious memories. You can even cry with me for a while. And please don't hesitate to say his name because it's something I long to hear every day. Friends please realize that I can never be the same, but if you stand by me, you may like the new person I become someday!!
This was sent to me, and I love it. It sums everything up as to what has been going on. It is words I want to say to so many people!! 77 days today, and seems like it was just yesterday!

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