Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Days come and go

Can somebody please tell me how I am supposed to make it through the next 3 months? My birthday came and to keep from going completely crazy, I slept all day! Now I have Skylar's birthday to make it through on the 22nd of this month! How do you do this? I guess if you haven't lost a child of your own you really don't know that pain! People say move on, well I say to these people, you go through what I have, then you can tell me just how to move on!! Until then, if you can't just listen to me when I need to talk about my son, then don't bother having anything to do with me! Then we have the holidays coming up, and OMG I can't even think of January being here again! I love you my angel!

2 comments:

Tam said...

any chance you are going to post anything on the struggles your mother has had since losing her grandchild on 1/23/09 and defeating bladder cancer? or the problems your father faces since the loss of his brother/best friend on nov. 22, 2008 and grandson in january 09 then the devestating stroke in August? Life goes on and you deal with it.

Tam said...

You matter to us. When you come back from wherever you are, we will still be here. Like we always have been.